I can't stop

thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..
thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..
thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..
thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..
thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking.
thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..thinking..

ABOUT HIM! deym!
I promise myself that I would not fall for this person,
but then I just woke up one day swallowing all the things that I
have said...
now, I can't get him out of my head!
I'm so deym love him inspite of the his negative side
I have seen and witnessed it all
but i just don't understand what the hell about me not forgetting him.
Why my hypothalamus just couldn't stop.
Some people tell me that I should stay away from him, but I just can't.
Hearts has reasons which we can't understand. wtf!

I'm not going see to him anymore after this month of april.. =(
huhuhuhu it is really depressing..