True Story of Success!

Many things had happened in just one day. Yesterday, Oct. 12, 2006 was our Final examination for Filipino, Deadline of our Zoology 1 individual projects, and the highlight event of my day was our Song Interpretation Contest.

We had our dress rehearsal before the presentation at our 10:00 - 11:30 Thursday History Class, since we won't meet with our prof. anymore because that period will be our very last meeting before the semester ends.

After my lunch break, I took my Fil. examination at 1:00pm. I finish the exam early before the time and got disappointed, when I finally realized that I've got 1 mistake on it. GRRRR!

I can't undo it, so i decided not to mind it and accept it. I decided to work with my lacking labels for my specimen in the glass slide. I was glad then, because all of my slides were accepted by our zoology professor and NONE of it were rejected and was thrown in the trash. LOL

Since, I am a working-scholar of our school, of course, I still have work to do and finish every task that I am assigned to do.

I was busy then before 4:30pm had arrived. But still I was able to overcome my busy-ness and had managed to work with my groupmates of our lacking props that we have to finish.

All of us were busy doing the things like, dressing up, applying make-up and of course! not to forget our Hair do's ( well, thanks to YAMIE my groupmate and a co-working scholar who had done a very awesome do' for us)

The final judgment has come on time. The most exciting part was I ran as fast I can because our groupmate came to us and told us that we were going to be the first presenters. I was like "OMYGAH!" and ran so fast. Luckily, we arrived on time and were able to perform well.

After a very hard work, arguments with the class and as well as the late-night practice which makes us go home late, were all worth it.

When the presentation was over, I hugged my very special friend Michelle (who is actually a Lesbian) and told her everything I felt during that moment (that i felt nervous, scared and happy that it was all over.) I also told her that I am going to miss her since she will be leaving soon back to her hometown (MANILA) but she promised to me that she will be back before the class starts for the second semester. She told me not to cry, but then I can't help my tears fall from my eyes with all the mixed emotions I have felt during that night.

I stopped crying and took pictures with her and my friends. (I'll post it here soon. ;)) We watched the other class perform. While watching, Debie (a fellow psych-student & my groupmate) and I talked with each other and I was so honored that she has trusted me about her crush in our class. She told me that she never told it to anyone else except me because she trusts me. Awww... It was so sweet of her to tell me that.

Our class wasn't aiming to get the top spot nor win. All we wanted was to present our number as well as our class even though we are not in a block section that is why during practice we all have conflicts with our schedules, but then we perfomed it all well. We were surprised when we brought home the 3rd winning place. Maybe not the top spot but at least we did it. (it's sooo much for a blessing.)

For me, It's not about winning the contest, for we all know deep inside that we are all winners in our own little ways.

Having wonderful moments with the whole class although we don't understand each others' views sometimes, maybe because of our varied beliefs and personalites, the laughters inside the classroom and doing works together will surely be miss and cherish by everyone of us. But we can't erase or destroy the STRONG FOUNDATION which is FRIENDSHIP that binds us all together and will never break us apart will remain here in our hearts as long as we live.

"A letter that Yamie left in our dressing room after the presentation"

Written in cebuano dialect but I'll translate it for you.

Pam,

Gud eve!! Hehehe Ü sobrang okay lang presentation natin!!! Ito na ang malong ni Mai (kasamahan na ming Muslim) thanks to May ha Ü! Ingatz...Hehehe Wag kanang iiyak pasado na tayo!!!

I so love this letter because it will remind me of our moments together with my classmates and now I call "FRIENDS".

Pamela

Bizarre questions without answers

Often times, we count the failures that we have encountered, but haven't we realize that there are still a lot of things to thank about rather than, nagging about the things that have happened to you? Sometimes, I feel like everything doesn't come my way and doesn't come out of what I have planned them to be.

We ask our selves, why this? why that? how? and maybe perhaps we are not contented of what we have. right? But we have to think of it deeply, we are even so lucky compared to those who are really struggling to live... I have watch a film regarding poverty and child labor with our history class. We have decided to watch the film since our focus in our pre-finals would be the present situation of our society. I was really touched by the children of how they wish to have something but then.. they just can't have it. How they wish to play and enjoy their childhood days, but look at where they are? In the farm, working for people they don't even know and who gives them low salary after a very stressful work. How they wish to study but can't or even their parents doesn't want them to, for they still have to work hard and raise money for their family. What's worst is that after a whole day under the heat of the sun in farming, they only get 40 pesos out of it. ( I know you can't believe it but that is the reality dude!) I really cried while watching the film. (some others will say it's so O.A or something but that's how i feel i was sad for them and feel blessed at the same time.) That moment on, I have realize how lucky I'am to be raise well by my parents though sometimes there are really problems regarding financial aspects but then, I'm still thankful cos my parents had let me enjoy my childhood days and even sent me to school and supports me of what my decisions are and what I want. I know that there are times, that Im hard-headed and may offend them due to it and some other matters but then, they are still there. Holding me and are behind my back always.. and forever they will.

Things are really bizarre in way, that you'll never know the answers to your questions. And we sometimes blame this to the world, to someone else or even GOD. But we haven't even think of blaming ourselves for it. why? The answer is i don't know so strange it may seem. But someday and somehow the answer to our questions will be answered. We just have to be patient and wait for it to come.

Pamela

Finally Updated

Since i've got this blog, I finally got addicted to it. So I have decided to update it, since it's layout at first was kinda flat and not so good to look at. It's contents have finally been updated.

Enough of the blog thingy. Now, I will make chikka na. okay? hehehe

Today's week will soon be very busy so i'll have to make an advance chikka to all of you. hehe

Finals is on the go! And that means I won't have much time to go over the net and be with my beloved teentalkers.. awww.. i will miss you gurlz. :( well, it doesn't mean goodbye yet, it's just that i'm gonna take a break with tempations first. Cos, I'm really addicted to blogs and forums so I have to lie-low with it and DO STUDY first. My future is at stake as of the moment, soooo if I'm not gonna study. geez! i might fail! and don't want that to happen. Holy Cow! hehehe

My weeks going to be busy and all, as of now, i'm gonna step back and say so long everyone.

I love you all!

mwuah! Gawd Bless!

Ciao!

Pamela