Bizarre questions without answers

Often times, we count the failures that we have encountered, but haven't we realize that there are still a lot of things to thank about rather than, nagging about the things that have happened to you? Sometimes, I feel like everything doesn't come my way and doesn't come out of what I have planned them to be.

We ask our selves, why this? why that? how? and maybe perhaps we are not contented of what we have. right? But we have to think of it deeply, we are even so lucky compared to those who are really struggling to live... I have watch a film regarding poverty and child labor with our history class. We have decided to watch the film since our focus in our pre-finals would be the present situation of our society. I was really touched by the children of how they wish to have something but then.. they just can't have it. How they wish to play and enjoy their childhood days, but look at where they are? In the farm, working for people they don't even know and who gives them low salary after a very stressful work. How they wish to study but can't or even their parents doesn't want them to, for they still have to work hard and raise money for their family. What's worst is that after a whole day under the heat of the sun in farming, they only get 40 pesos out of it. ( I know you can't believe it but that is the reality dude!) I really cried while watching the film. (some others will say it's so O.A or something but that's how i feel i was sad for them and feel blessed at the same time.) That moment on, I have realize how lucky I'am to be raise well by my parents though sometimes there are really problems regarding financial aspects but then, I'm still thankful cos my parents had let me enjoy my childhood days and even sent me to school and supports me of what my decisions are and what I want. I know that there are times, that Im hard-headed and may offend them due to it and some other matters but then, they are still there. Holding me and are behind my back always.. and forever they will.

Things are really bizarre in way, that you'll never know the answers to your questions. And we sometimes blame this to the world, to someone else or even GOD. But we haven't even think of blaming ourselves for it. why? The answer is i don't know so strange it may seem. But someday and somehow the answer to our questions will be answered. We just have to be patient and wait for it to come.

Pamela