Nice to be back at my blog.

it's been a very long time since i haven't logged in to my beloved blog.hehe
i'm kinda busy these past few months and i didn't even notice that christmas is in the air na pala! (wow! ang dali naman ng araw noh?!)

MERRY CHRISTMAS sa lahat! at don't forget that the true essence of christmas is our Lord's birthday. Happy birthday Jesus! Mwauhhh! mwauh!!

i won't stay that long, coz i still have things to do.
ciao!

God bless! and Never forget to pray.

=]

Sembreak escapade at the Beach with my friends

Highschool outing

October 22, 2006 my highschool classmates had an outing at ocean pearl. I woke up so late that I thought they had left me already, but then nung dumating ako..haha! it was still Ariel who came first. I thought that the outing will be postponed because that time the rain fell so hard.

We just laughed at each other and thought that section Faith are still the same person as before. Arriving late is always on the first list. lolx

The show must go on, so when everyone arrived, we decided to hit the road and eventually arrived safetly at the beach.

We really had so much fun during the outing. My (former) classmates were all having soo much fun that we end up going home at 6:00 o'clock in the evening excluding the 1 hour travel to each of our own houses, but before I went home, I visited the adoration chapel of Our Lady of Guadalupe Parish Church to pray and thank God for a very wonderful day he has given me, thanking him for giving me such good friends and blessings that he has given me and he will be given me soon. =]

We took pictures of ourselves during the outing, but melody (my close friend) haven't sent it yet on my email..but as soon as I receive that pictures, of course, I won't forget to post all of them here. ;)

"Friends will always be friends, no matter how far the distance is..even if we don't hang-out that much together because we don't have the same school."

Pamela

Psychology Society Induction of Officers

The Psychology Society of University of Southern Philippines as a neophyte organization held it's 1st induction of officers on Oct. 16, 2006. Even though there are some who had not make it due to some important matters the event still turned out fine.:)

Pictures:

It's me with the peace sign.. hehe *peace out*

With our adviser Mr. Alvarito Suarez
3rd row standing L-R (Iris, Floriza, March, Rowena and Alea)
I am seated at the 2nd row L-R (Debbie, ME, Flor and Michelle)
1st row seated L-R (Maricel, Rachelle, Sir Suarez and Jonavie)

"Photographs may fade but special memories will always be cherished and treasured as long as we live. "

Pamela

True Story of Success!

Many things had happened in just one day. Yesterday, Oct. 12, 2006 was our Final examination for Filipino, Deadline of our Zoology 1 individual projects, and the highlight event of my day was our Song Interpretation Contest.

We had our dress rehearsal before the presentation at our 10:00 - 11:30 Thursday History Class, since we won't meet with our prof. anymore because that period will be our very last meeting before the semester ends.

After my lunch break, I took my Fil. examination at 1:00pm. I finish the exam early before the time and got disappointed, when I finally realized that I've got 1 mistake on it. GRRRR!

I can't undo it, so i decided not to mind it and accept it. I decided to work with my lacking labels for my specimen in the glass slide. I was glad then, because all of my slides were accepted by our zoology professor and NONE of it were rejected and was thrown in the trash. LOL

Since, I am a working-scholar of our school, of course, I still have work to do and finish every task that I am assigned to do.

I was busy then before 4:30pm had arrived. But still I was able to overcome my busy-ness and had managed to work with my groupmates of our lacking props that we have to finish.

All of us were busy doing the things like, dressing up, applying make-up and of course! not to forget our Hair do's ( well, thanks to YAMIE my groupmate and a co-working scholar who had done a very awesome do' for us)

The final judgment has come on time. The most exciting part was I ran as fast I can because our groupmate came to us and told us that we were going to be the first presenters. I was like "OMYGAH!" and ran so fast. Luckily, we arrived on time and were able to perform well.

After a very hard work, arguments with the class and as well as the late-night practice which makes us go home late, were all worth it.

When the presentation was over, I hugged my very special friend Michelle (who is actually a Lesbian) and told her everything I felt during that moment (that i felt nervous, scared and happy that it was all over.) I also told her that I am going to miss her since she will be leaving soon back to her hometown (MANILA) but she promised to me that she will be back before the class starts for the second semester. She told me not to cry, but then I can't help my tears fall from my eyes with all the mixed emotions I have felt during that night.

I stopped crying and took pictures with her and my friends. (I'll post it here soon. ;)) We watched the other class perform. While watching, Debie (a fellow psych-student & my groupmate) and I talked with each other and I was so honored that she has trusted me about her crush in our class. She told me that she never told it to anyone else except me because she trusts me. Awww... It was so sweet of her to tell me that.

Our class wasn't aiming to get the top spot nor win. All we wanted was to present our number as well as our class even though we are not in a block section that is why during practice we all have conflicts with our schedules, but then we perfomed it all well. We were surprised when we brought home the 3rd winning place. Maybe not the top spot but at least we did it. (it's sooo much for a blessing.)

For me, It's not about winning the contest, for we all know deep inside that we are all winners in our own little ways.

Having wonderful moments with the whole class although we don't understand each others' views sometimes, maybe because of our varied beliefs and personalites, the laughters inside the classroom and doing works together will surely be miss and cherish by everyone of us. But we can't erase or destroy the STRONG FOUNDATION which is FRIENDSHIP that binds us all together and will never break us apart will remain here in our hearts as long as we live.

"A letter that Yamie left in our dressing room after the presentation"

Written in cebuano dialect but I'll translate it for you.

Pam,

Gud eve!! Hehehe Ü sobrang okay lang presentation natin!!! Ito na ang malong ni Mai (kasamahan na ming Muslim) thanks to May ha Ü! Ingatz...Hehehe Wag kanang iiyak pasado na tayo!!!

I so love this letter because it will remind me of our moments together with my classmates and now I call "FRIENDS".

Pamela

Bizarre questions without answers

Often times, we count the failures that we have encountered, but haven't we realize that there are still a lot of things to thank about rather than, nagging about the things that have happened to you? Sometimes, I feel like everything doesn't come my way and doesn't come out of what I have planned them to be.

We ask our selves, why this? why that? how? and maybe perhaps we are not contented of what we have. right? But we have to think of it deeply, we are even so lucky compared to those who are really struggling to live... I have watch a film regarding poverty and child labor with our history class. We have decided to watch the film since our focus in our pre-finals would be the present situation of our society. I was really touched by the children of how they wish to have something but then.. they just can't have it. How they wish to play and enjoy their childhood days, but look at where they are? In the farm, working for people they don't even know and who gives them low salary after a very stressful work. How they wish to study but can't or even their parents doesn't want them to, for they still have to work hard and raise money for their family. What's worst is that after a whole day under the heat of the sun in farming, they only get 40 pesos out of it. ( I know you can't believe it but that is the reality dude!) I really cried while watching the film. (some others will say it's so O.A or something but that's how i feel i was sad for them and feel blessed at the same time.) That moment on, I have realize how lucky I'am to be raise well by my parents though sometimes there are really problems regarding financial aspects but then, I'm still thankful cos my parents had let me enjoy my childhood days and even sent me to school and supports me of what my decisions are and what I want. I know that there are times, that Im hard-headed and may offend them due to it and some other matters but then, they are still there. Holding me and are behind my back always.. and forever they will.

Things are really bizarre in way, that you'll never know the answers to your questions. And we sometimes blame this to the world, to someone else or even GOD. But we haven't even think of blaming ourselves for it. why? The answer is i don't know so strange it may seem. But someday and somehow the answer to our questions will be answered. We just have to be patient and wait for it to come.

Pamela

Finally Updated

Since i've got this blog, I finally got addicted to it. So I have decided to update it, since it's layout at first was kinda flat and not so good to look at. It's contents have finally been updated.

Enough of the blog thingy. Now, I will make chikka na. okay? hehehe

Today's week will soon be very busy so i'll have to make an advance chikka to all of you. hehe

Finals is on the go! And that means I won't have much time to go over the net and be with my beloved teentalkers.. awww.. i will miss you gurlz. :( well, it doesn't mean goodbye yet, it's just that i'm gonna take a break with tempations first. Cos, I'm really addicted to blogs and forums so I have to lie-low with it and DO STUDY first. My future is at stake as of the moment, soooo if I'm not gonna study. geez! i might fail! and don't want that to happen. Holy Cow! hehehe

My weeks going to be busy and all, as of now, i'm gonna step back and say so long everyone.

I love you all!

mwuah! Gawd Bless!

Ciao!

Pamela

blah-blah-blah :)

I finally got my photo here in my new blog. I really had a hard time uploading the photo and having the right url for it, since i'm only using the school's computer and we are not allowed to open unecessary websites. All we have to do here is research. Grrr! We can't open friendster for they are blocking it. I don't know how they did that, but I'm sure, they're just thinking for the good of the students. Cos if they will not block the "friendster site" maybe a lot of students will be hanging-out in the internet laboratory (friendster addicts) and won't attend their classes anymore which is not good.

I pretty understand the policy of our school about the internet usage. And i'm sure they up to something good and not to punish students or whatsoever. hehehe

I finally got this new blog site and it's nice to have one again.hehe! This my second blog and probably one more to go. hehehe Not unless if get tired of making another one. LOL I really lurve having my own blog because it makes me feel comfortable of expressing my self. I write whatever I want to say since this is my blog and NO ONE ELSE WILL CARE!!! mind you own business as what they say.hehe am i so mean? not i guess..it's just freedom of expression that i'm trying to emphasize here. hehehe

Since i've got my second blog, I would like to take this opportunity to thank my friend over the net. To all the teentalkers who inspired me a lot in their little many ways. I thank you gurls, especially to my ATe Gabby, Ate Hannah, Ate Grace, Ate Xy, my reyn, Irene, Daddy Marvz, Mommie Hanmae (cebuana gaya ko!), Jhanna, Nikki, Kaye, anne aka princess..lahat-lahat na.. medyo dami nyo kasi..sa mga di ko nalagay, salamat rin sa inyo..lam nyo na sino kayo. I may have not enumerate all of you here but here in my HEART you'll always be remebered and never be forgotten. nakz! di, totoo talaga..no joke! :P

Pamela

Speak your mind.

People have different ways of expressing their feelings. Others have the capacity to burst and be wild. But, there are others who tend to sit around holding their pen and write down whatever it is that pops-out in their head.
You dont need to be fluent in one language or another just to make a blog. But for some reason, you have to, in order to get a better job. Fluency in oral and written communication skills are always on the first priority of the company. *rolls eyes*
I'm not a very good writer honestly, but I just try to speak and write up whatever I want to let out. I don't mind whatever NOT-SO-GOOD to hear words that may come out, as long as, whatever DANG emotions I have inside can be expressed. Or otherwise, this might result to Dypsnea or even CHF (Congestive Heart Failure). You might laugh at it but that disease is so dangerous and can cause DEATH. Gosh! I don't want to die early. Everyone one of us wants to be alive forever but that seems so impossible. It's not that I'm afraid to face it, you know, I still want to enjoy life still and make the most of it.
Speaking of the word ENJOY as in E-N-J-O-Y, I dun no if I still have time for it. Ha-ha! Why?! Because..Right now, I'm so CAUGHT UP with studies and all. Especially FINALS approaching and you'll wake up one morning and OH! It's the examination day already. (That's how fast, time runs by the way. doesn't it?) OMYGAH! So much to do,,, projects, research and etc. I can do it! (what an extreme fighting spirit!) that jus how it's all about, having a positive outlook of life. Of how you look at things and the way you deal with all the pressures.
If we all just work hard for it, I know we will definitely reap the fruit of what we have planted. (Oh? How's that for an inspiring quotable quotes from me?) LOL.
We will all be successful in the end. Right aye? Surely you'll say YES to it! Good luck to us all. ; p



Pamela